Part 4: The Road to Recovery

Recap from Previous Parts:

In the previous parts of my journey in this blog series, I delved into the naive beginnings of a wild relationship, followed by the emotional rollercoaster and discussed and shared with you the dark days of depression that ensued.

Now, in Part 4: “The Road to Recovery,” I hope to continue this transformative narrative. Sit tight and enjoy this power-packed insightful read.

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Coming up next: The Road to Recovery

The clock had seemed frozen in time during those endless nights of despair.

But as the days turned into weeks, a subtle shift occurred—a change that would become the turning point in my journey to healing.

It was a chilly evening, the kind that sinks into your bones and mirrors the coldness I had been feeling inside for far too long.

I found myself drawn to a self-help book that had been collecting dust on my shelf.

Its title, “Battlefield of the Mind” by Joyce Meyer, had always intrigued me, and now, I was ready to explore its wisdom.

As I turned the pages of this book, I felt like I was discovering hidden treasures. Joyce Meyer’s words resonated with me on a profound level. She spoke about the power of thoughts and the battlefield that our minds can become. It was as if she knew the turmoil that had been raging within me.

With each chapter, I found guidance and practical tools to navigate the tangled web of my emotions. I learned about the importance of renewing my mind, replacing negative thoughts with positive affirmations, and surrendering my burdens to a higher power. It was quite a journey of self-discovery and renewal, and it all began with that book.

To say the least, Joyce Meyer’s all-time bestselling book:

Ultimately, shows you how to control the thousands of thoughts you have every day. Helps you to recognise damaging thoughts that can influence your life. Identifies the ‘Wilderness Mentalities’ that hold us back.

Demonstrates how to focus your mind to think the way Jesus thought Joyce shares the trials, tragedies and ultimate victories from her marriage, family and ministry that have led her to an amazing, life-transforming truth, and reveals her thoughts and feelings every step of the way.

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However, the nights became my sanctuary for reflection and healing. I would sit by the window, gazing at the moon and stars, and listen to sermons by T.D. Jakes.

Listen to the snippets of one of his sermons in this next less than 30-second clip…

Honestly, his words were like a balm for my wounded soul.

This next short clip hits DEEP, in just a few word…

One thing I learned from this word, was that God allowed me to go through this phase to groom me and make me stronger

His powerful thought messages of faith, resilience, and divine purpose resonated deeply with me at that moment.

Yet again, in all honesty, it wasn’t just the self-help book or the sermons that led me to the road of recovery. It was the unwavering support of my friend Ria who became my pillar of strength. She listened with empathy, held my hand through the darkest moments, and reminded me that I was not alone in my struggles.

PS: I couldn’t tell my mom about my situation at the time, because to me it felt just silly telling her, but somehow each time she rang my phone, she managed to sense that I wasn’t well and dimly certain that it had everything to do with my emotions (I didn’t know how she figured that out) and without knowing her deep words of encouragement again gave me a reason to look at the light at the end of the dark tunnel.

Each time before she hung up the call, I’d say “I love you, Mom…” with watery eyes🥹, as she said it back and seriously because that’s what really made sense to me, it touched every ounce of my body and it was just a big part of what I needed.

Faith played a pivotal role in my healing journey. It was the anchor that kept me grounded when the storms of life raged. I learned to trust in a higher purpose, to surrender my pain and doubts, and to believe in the possibility of a brighter tomorrow.

As I share this chapter of my story with you, dear reader, I want you to know that the road to recovery is not always straightforward. It’s a winding path filled with twists and turns, but it’s a journey worth taking. In the next part of this series, I’ll delve deeper into my moments of self-discovery and growth that followed, as I gradually emerged from the depths of depression.

There is much more to uncover, and I can’t wait to share it with you.

Until next time…

If you read this till this point then, I am sure you would love even more to get the book “Battlefield of the Mind” by Joyce Meyer as it somehow contributed to my healing and self-recovery journey.

Did you enjoy this series, please let me know in the comment section. What did you love? Just as a reminder that although this seems like a fictional tale, it is based on a true story. If you missed out on the previous parts of this series, go read up.

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